Friday, April 14, 2017

I'm not alright, but

As I write this, my chin is red and somewhat swollen, stinging periodically from an eczema outbreak.

For weeks and months, I've suffered nausea, migraines, sleepless nights, itchy, unsightly skin, dizziness, heaviness of heart and mind... the list goes on and on, my list of health complaints and weaknesses, still unresolved after years of careful eating and "clean living".

Spiritually and emotionally, I've been sick as well, restlessly busy and longing for quiet, rushing from one task to another, unable to stop then unable to go on.

I'm not alright, but...

  • Neither was John Calvin! He and many effective Christian ministers were beset with trials within and without. But being weak and sickly never stopped anyone from glorifying God!
  • Neither was Jesus! He suffered what no other human could have endured. The horrors were such that he wanted to escape if he could, but prayed, "yet not my will, but Yours"

So as I suffer (to a much lesser degree) and dread, and fear, I will join Jesus in the refrain,
"Oh take this cup away from me!
Yet not my will, but Yours.
Yet not my will, but Yours."
I will pray for the same heart to be in me as was in Christ Jesus:
What took him to this wretched place?
What kept him on this road?
 His love for Adam's cursed race, for every broken soul
May love of God and man be central in every act of service, every sacrifice, in every tear that falls from these eyes as it prepares for service.

I, too, will drink my poison cup, to die that I may live to Christ.


Thursday, April 13, 2017

BS Goals for Young People

For knowledge to sink from the mind into the heart by the power of the Holy Spirit through the ministry of his Word
 “For the Word of God is not received by faith if it flits about in the top of the brain, but when it takes root in the depth of the heart . . . the heart's distrust is greater than the mind's blindness. It is harder for the heart to be furnished with assurance [of God's love] than for the mind to be endowed with thought.” - John Calvin
that they may be "inflamed" with "intense desire" to make progress in true godliness. 

(p.33, John Calvin, A Heart for Devotion, Doctrine, and Doxology)

as they ponder God's love until "the inner structure and motivation of the heart are changed"
"you don't have true saving knowledge of God until you long to obey him, out of a desire to please and delight him because you are pleased and delighted with him for his grace... In a Christian soul “this restrains itself from sinning, not out of dread of punishment alone; but because it loves and reveres God as Father. . . . Even if there were no hell, it would still shudder at offending him.” 
- Tim Keller, https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/article/the-counterintuitive-calvin

In Jesus' name,
Amen.


I'm not alright

March 2017 - I accepted a precious invitation to prepare Bible Study materials for a youth camp.

The invitation came during a time when I was focused on my startup and barely having personal devotions / joining corporate worship. God was on my mind everyday, but though he was "top of mind" I didn't really give him time to become center of my heart. God floated in and out of my mind, produced some inspiration, a bit of guilt, a lot of undeserved comfort, then conveniently got buried as I played slave to the tyrant 'urgent'.

When the camp invitation came I shrank back - I was in poor shape physically and spiritually and did not want any commitments. I ignored the Facebook notification that said I had a message and did not even read the invitation until several days after.

But as God would have it, life soon stirred in me and I found myself longing for godliness and the sweet communion and peace that came with it. I set out to "prayerfully consider" whether I should accept the invitation. Now that I think about it, I already knew I was supposed to accept the chance that would be given even before I received it, but I wanted an excuse to decline. In fact, I made up my mind to decline.

Yet I turned to my books. I have a library of excellent Christian books that I turn to whenever I need to focus on God and turn away from the temptations and distractions of TV, Youtube, and my cute dog. I chose a still-unopened, hard-bound book on John Calvin and within minutes, found myself writhing, wailing, and crying my heart out to God in repentance and adoration. I hadn't felt so alive in a long time.

A few days later, I was already beginning to forget impressions from that time of repentance and passionate prayer, but found myself listening to this song.

A song, a phrase, a book... has to hit you at the right moment. I call these "bullseye" moments, times when everything I've ever been through seem to collide with a word, a song, a memory, and produce a beautiful epiphany that reveals how deeply and truly God loves even me.

This song, like other truths, has been the cause of many bullseye moments for me of late. It is my hope that if you're going through something similar, you will find some cause here for prayer and praise.


Switchfoot - Thrive (lyrics)

A steering wheel don't mean you can drive
A warm body don't mean I'm alive
No I'm not alright
I know that I'm not right
Feels like I travel but I never arrive
I wanna thrive, not just survive


Wednesday, September 25, 2013

    THE TRIUNE GODHEAD PRESENTED IN SCRIPTURE

    FATHERSONHOLY SPIRIT
    Called GodPhil. 1:2John 1:1,14; Col. 2:9Acts 5:3-4
    CreatorIsa. 64:8, 44:24John 1:3; Col. 1:15-17Job 33:4, 26:13
    Resurrects1 Thess. 1:10John 2:19, 10:17Rom. 8:11
    Indwells2 Cor. 6:16Col. 1:27John 14:17
    Everywhere1 Kings 8:27Matt. 28:20Psa. 139:7-10
    All knowing1 John 3:20John 16:30; 21:171 Cor. 2:10-11
    Sanctifies1 Thess. 5:23Heb. 2:111 Pet. 1:2
    Life giverGen. 2:7: John 5:21John 1:3; 5:212 Cor. 3:6,8
    Fellowship1 John 1:31 Cor. 1:92 Cor. 13:14; Phil. 2:1
    EternalPsa. 90:2Micah 5:1-2Rom. 8:11; Heb. 9:14
    A WillLuke 22:42Luke 22:421 Cor. 12:11
    SpeaksMatt. 3:17; Luke 3:22Luke 5:20; 7:48Acts 8:29; 11:12; 13:2
    LoveJohn 3:16Eph. 5: 25Rom. 15:30
    Searches the heartJer. 17:10Rev. 2:231 Cor. 2:10
    We belong toJohn 17:9John 17:6
    Is the Savior1 Tim. 1:1; 2:3; 4:102 Tim. 1:10; Tit. 1:4; 3:6
    We serveMatt. 4:10Col. 3:24
    Believe inJohn 14:1John 14:1
    Gives joyJohn 15:11Rom. 14:7
    JudgesJohn 8:50John 5:21,30

Thursday, May 3, 2012

In Christ Alone (Theme Song)

Scripture references*:

  • Isaiah 53:5
  • Matthew 27:42
  • John 1:5, 9
  • John 10:28
  • John 15:26
  • Acts 2:32-33
  • Romans 5:9
  • Romans 8:1-2, 38-39
  • 1 Corinthians 15:28
  • Ephesians 2:20
  • Ephesians 3:18
  • Philippians 2:7-8
  • Colossians 1:27

Flow of the Song:


Verse 1 - exploration of what Christ means to the Christian (remembering from Scripture & personal experience)Verse 2 & 3 - recollection of Christ's life, death, and resurrection (getting more excited and emotional)Verse 4 - A declaration of the impact of Christ's amazing work (outpouring of gratitude, amazement & confidence from recollection of events in verse 2 &3)
(adapted from "Story Behind the Song In Christ Alone", The Stuart Townend Collection, 2010)

*Reference: The Stuart Townend Collection, 2010 (note: Stuart Townend is the lyricist behind In Christ Alone. The melody was written by Keith Getty.)

Video:

Rendition of the song by Kristyn Getty, wife of composer Keith Getty

Lyrics:

In Christ alone my hope is found,
He is my light, my strength, my song;
this Cornerstone, this solid Ground,
firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
when fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My Comforter, my All in All,
here in the love of Christ I stand.

In Christ alone! who took on flesh
Fulness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones he came to save:
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied -
For every sin on Him was laid;
Here in the death of Christ I live.

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain:
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave he rose again!
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me,
For I am His and He is mine -
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.

No guilt in life, no fear in death,
This is the power of Christ in me;
From life's first cry to final breath.
Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
Till He returns or calls me home,
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand.

Monday, April 2, 2012

BS Day 1

Bible Study 1: Who is Jesus Christ?

Optional: Getting to know each other (Since this is the first Bible study with your group, you may do one activity to deepen knowledge of each other if the previous day’s acquaintance game(s) and the morning devotion time had not achieved the desired level of familiarity among your members.)

Consider this:
He was born in an obscure village, the child of a peasant woman. He grew up in still another village, where He worked in a carpenter shop until He was 30. Then for three years, He was an itinerant preacher. He never wrote a book. He never held an office. He never had a family or owned a house. He didn't go to college. He never traveled more than 200 miles from the place He was born. He did none of the things one usually associates with greatness. He had no credentials but Himself. He was only 33 when public opinion turned against Him. His friends deserted Him. He was turned over to His enemies and went through the mockery of a trial. He was nailed to a cross between two thieves. When He was dying, His executioners gambled for His clothing, the only property He had. . . on earth. When He was dead, He was laid in a borrowed grave through the pity of a friend. Nineteen centuries have come and gone, and today He is the central figure of the human race, the leader of mankind's progress. All the armies that ever marched, all the navies that ever sailed, all the parliaments that ever sat, all the kings that ever reigned, put together, have not affected the life of man on earth as much as that One Solitary Life. Do you know who He Is?
(Dr James Allan Francis in “The Real Jesus and Other Sermons,” © 1926 by the Judson Press of Philadelphia, pp. 123-124 titled “Arise Sir Knight!” in http://www.holybible.com/resources/poems/ps.php?sid=47).

What do you know about Jesus Christ?



In Matthew 16:13-16, Jesus asked His disciples two questions. What was the first question that He asked? (Matthew 16:13)

What answer did His disciples give Him? (Matthew 16:14)


Many people throughout the ages - scholars, historians, philosophers, and famous leaders - have said much about Jesus Christ (http://www.tentmaker.org/Quotes/jesus-christ.htm). What do these people say about Christ?

I know men and I tell you that Jesus Christ is no mere man. Between Him and every other person in the world there is no possible term of comparison. Alexander, Caesar, Charlemagne, and I have founded empires. But on what did we rest the creation of our genius? Upon force. Jesus Christ founded His empire upon love; and at this hour millions of men would die for Him. –Napoleon

No one else holds or has held the place in the heart of the world which Jesus holds. Other gods have been as devoutly worshiped; no other man has been so devoutly loved. --John Knox

Even those who have renounced Christianity and attacked it, in their inmost being still follow the Christian ideal, for hitherto neither their subtlety nor the ardour of their hearts has been able to create a higher ideal of man and of virtue than the ideal given by Christ of old. --Fyodor Dostoyevsky

A Man who was completely innocent, offered Himself as a sacrifice for the good of others, including His enemies, and became the ransom of the world. It was a perfect act. --Mahatma Gandhi

Jesus of Nazareth, without money and arms, conquered more millions than Alexander the Great, Caesar, Mohammed, and Napoleon; without science and learning, He shed more light on things human and divine than all philosophers and scholars combined; without the eloquence of school, He spoke such words of life as were never spoken before or since, and produced effects which lie beyond the reach of orator or poet; without writing a single line, He set more pens in motion, and furnished themes for more sermons, orations, discussions, learned volumes, works of art, and songs of praise than the whole army of great men of ancient and modern times. –Philip Schaff

I am a historian, I am not a believer, but I must confess as a historian that this penniless preacher from Nazareth is irrevocably the very center of history. Jesus Christ is easily the most dominant figure in all history.--H.G. Wells
As the centuries pass, the evidence is accumulating that, measured by His effect on history, Jesus is the most influential life ever lived on this planet. -- Historian Kenneth Scott Latourette

Socrates taught for 40 years, Plato for 50, Aristotle for 40, and Jesus for only 3. Yet the influence of Christ's 3-year ministry infinitely transcends the impact left by the combined 130 years of teaching from these men who were among the greatest philosophers of all antiquity.  –Unknown

I have read in Plato and Cicero sayings that are very wise and very beautiful; but I never read in either of them: "Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden." –Augustine

Buddha never claimed to be God. Moses never claimed to be Jehovah. Mohammed never claimed to be Allah. Yet Jesus Christ claimed to be the true and living God. Buddha simply said, "I am a teacher in search of the truth." Jesus said, "I am the truth." Confucius said, "I never claimed to be holy." Jesus said, "Who convicts me of sin?" Mohammed said, "Unless God throws His cloak of mercy over me, I have no hope." Jesus said, "Unless you believe in Me, you will die in your sins." –Unknown

Fundamentally, our Lord's message was Himself. He did not come merely to preach a Gospel; He Himself is that Gospel. He did not come merely to give bread; He said, "I am the bread." He did not come merely to shed light; He said, "I am the Light." He did not come merely to show the door; He said, "I am the door." He did not come merely to name a shepherd; He said, "I am the shepherd." He did not come merely to point the way; He said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life." --J. Sidlow Baxter

Jesus is the God whom we can approach without pride and before whom we can humble ourselves without despair. --Blaise Pascal

As a child I received instruction both in the Bible and in the Talmud. I am a Jew, but I am enthralled by the luminous figure of the Nazarene....No one can read the Gospels without feeling the actual presence of Jesus. His personality pulsates in every word. No myth is filled with such life. --Albert Einstein

Jesus was the greatest religious genius that ever lived. -- Ernest Renan

In summary, who is Jesus Christ according to what these people said about Him?



What was the second question that Jesus asked His disciples? (Matthew 16:15)

According to Simon Peter, who is Jesus Christ? (Matthew 16:16)

We have considered what others have said about Jesus Christ. How about you? How would you respond to Jesus’ question: “But you? Who do you say that I am?” (Matthew 16:16)


BS Day 2

Bible Study 2: Seeing Jesus Christ – Part 1

In the previous lesson, we learned what great men throughout history have said about Christ. In this lesson, we will listen to what people who have met Jesus Christ personally have to say about Him. We will also listen to Jesus and what He has to say about Himself.

Who is Jesus Christ? Why would He be important to us?


When Jesus of Nazareth walked the earth more than 2,000 years ago, He called to Himself a group of disciples who followed Him everywhere. These disciples left a written record of His words, deeds and the events in His life. This record was preserved in the Bible. The book of John preserves some of these things that Jesus did and what others said about Him.

Who is the Word? (John 1:1, 6, 14)

What is His relationship to God? (John 1:1-2)

Who created all things? (John 1:3)

Who has the life? (John 1:4-5)

Who is John? What is his relation to the Light? (John 1:6-8)

Who is the true Light? (John 1:9-11, 14)

What did John the Evangelist and Nathanael call Jesus? (John 1:18, 47-49)

What did the Samaritan woman call Jesus? (John 4:28-30)

What did the Samaritans call Jesus? (John 4:39-42)

Considering what John the Evangelist, Nathanael, and the Samaritan woman said, who is Jesus?


What did Jesus say about Himself? (John 4:11-13; 6:35; 7:37-39; 8:12; 10:9-10; 10:30-33; 11:25-26; 14:1-6)

















Based on what Jesus said about Himself, who is Jesus Christ to you? (Sharing time)



Consider what C. S. Lewis said about Jesus Christ:
“A man who was merely a man and said the sort of things Jesus said would not be a great moral teacher. He would either be a lunatic – on a level with the man who says he is a poached egg – or else he would be the Devil of Hell. You must make your choice. Either this man was, and is, the Son of God; or else a madman or something worse. You can shut Him up for a fool, you can spit at Him and kill Him as a demon; or you can fall at His feet and call Him Lord and God. But let us not come with any patronizing nonsense about His being a great human teacher. He has not left that open to us. He did not intend to.”

Now that you know all these things about Jesus, how would you live your life in relation to Him?